Should be used to it by now
Ducking in and out of life.
From high vibrational crazy happiness to silence
Mama always said I think and feel too much
Silenced for a bit longer than usual lately
Whatsitallabout
Purpose.
No answers yet but can feel an awakening. Walking towards something. Something.
Just in time for Fall.
Removed myself from the world and went down to our camp for 5 days
Heaven.
No date or time
No mask to wear.
Reading, creating, resting, be ing
Wasn't completely alone
Little Miss Carolyn along for the ride
kitchen table studio
Lemon, maple syrup, cayenne, cleanse..
...clear thoughts. Light.
Most days rain.
When sad and it rains I feel a nod from the Universe. Pausing time. Cradling.
prayer chain for a friend
safe haven
Came home from camp and went right down to a Ghost Walk the next town over
Sponsored by the Empire State Paranormal Research Society
Lydia Rosell
Knew there was something special about her the second I laid eyes on her.
Author of Auburn's Fort Hill Cemetery
Town Historian. Medium. Practicing Wiccan
While gathered at Fort Hill gate I went over to the cemetery to take a few photos
wasn't surprised
No ghosts were found that night by the paranormal team but Lydia was enchanting.
Last Sunday
Went to Sharon Springs to see if I could pull myself back to where I was before I disappeared.
Brent walked over with us for the opening Thanksgiving Blessing
Back to the Mercantile
So cute Brent xox
So cute Brent xox
chose a leaf
Always filled with perfectly useful, beautiful, and delicious delights
Craftsmen lined the streets and filled the parks
Lunch
Grilled sesame tuna on mixed greens. Wonderful.
Stopped by to see cute Kelly and Bruce
Love them!
Once a private summer residence now being restored into a Bed and Breakfast Wellness Center
The estate was acquired by Henry L Clausen Jr. a successful beer maker in 1890
New owners Susan and Yvonne show us the hops that still grows on the property
fun!
It was here that my cell phone rang even though it was on vibrate
No one was there.
Down the street to the Bookbinder
Love a man who loves books and devotes his life to them.
My mother said ...didn't she say a lot of head things to me??...that I would end up drowning in my books.
...niiice mom!
Right next door, block printed historic reproduction and custom design wallpaper shop!
love
Original
reproduction
...same
...the fading in the original is wonderful. Would have wanted to match that.
4pm and the final Beekman tours were ending
Went on the tour in Spring so just came by to show my friend Karen the house
Josh <3
...somehow we ended up HERE
...and HERE
Looking for
!!!!
Shhhh Polky, don't tell em you saw us!
On our way out of town we stopped by the American to get the new Heirloom Cookbook!
...fessed up
...about Polka Spot insisting we find her to take her picture for this here post. She's somethin' she is!
Thanks Boys <3
As always a FABULOUS day in Sharon Springs!
x o x
x o x
The Colonial Housefitter's Fall Gathering
...more than anything I wanted to be in hiding mode yesterday.
The day before, not 5 minutes after standing before the lake asking for guidance, a young girl who had been drinking appeared in my path. A long sad story that makes my heart weep.
Walking her home she fell and took me down with her.
Picked myself up, gathered my jewels, and spent the day with my girlfriends.
Soothing balm for an aching body and quiet heart.
Bittersweet
One of my favorite signs of Autumn
...like Life
sometimes not so
but mostly...
very
Sweet
Sweet Cindy....
ReplyDeleteHow nice that you have a place like that to run to. I'd love to run away for a bit. I might never return :-)
I'm glad to have "met " you via this thing we call the internet. I just love you to pieces. Your heart is made of gold. I wish you all the peace and happiness in the world
xoxo,
Dru
love your pictures, especially your cabin away from home. so beautiful and serene.
ReplyDeletehopefully you find yourself and your inner peace, again. sometimes it can take awhile.
and it was wonderful meeting you last weekend in Sharon Springs.
xo
Teri
Always so poetic... serene and somehow, melancholy yet warm... I just love to read your posts and view your pictures. I hope I may meet you when we visit your town this week! Hope the store will be open.
ReplyDeleteyou're everyday is exactly as it should be ... look at all we learn when we are 'searching, searching, searching. love you cindy gurl!!! soso
ReplyDeletewell dang! i know you're should'a been YOUR and i know that soso is really hugs and kisses!!!! mayhaps i should be 'searching' my school 'daze' english grammar books!
ReplyDeleteYou win my heart again and again... you sound like you are well on your way to being whole again <3 ~Kris
ReplyDeleteSuch scattered thoughts. Always surprised these crazy words are even read :)
ReplyDeleteWhen I think of stopping I can't because of all you dear ones who have kissed my heart.
Kate, let me know when you come I want to meet and hug you for real!
<3 xox
Hey Cindy,
ReplyDelete"Bloom Where You Are Planted" is my favorite phrase and has been hanging in my home for years. It is such a wonderful reminder to make the most of the time we have on this earth. Thank you for a great weekend. We enjoyed the delicious food, the "special apple cider", and the warmth of spending time with family. Maggie and I are honored to be a part of your blog. I hope your heart gets happy again soon. Love ya, Janet
I just must let you know, your blog is at the top of my must read list. I love love love the pictures that take me to places that I just know I would feel at home in. Thanks!
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