Been on kind of a manic high of happy inspiration lately.
Lots of thoughts and questions too. A familiar pattern of renewed energy after the holidays
and excitement for a new year.
and excitement for a new year.
What is next.
Can there be happiness and saddness at the same time.
God? GOD? How to become One.
Forgiveness. Does pain fully disappear after forgiveness?
..Blockage. Bumps in the road to full enLightenment.
When to keep quiet and when to speak truth. Absorb. Accept. Release. ?
The Mind ...saw that "Amazing" Mentalist, Kreskin last night. Parts were amazing but my next question...
What is real. What can be trusted?
Trust. Sometimes I trust.believe more than what is good. Is that bad?
What is bad? Isn't it all part of learning. Growth. Good?
If bad is good, then All is good.
...even Judgment? I do not like judgment. What we do not like, becomes the lesson. Good.
Evil. Does it exist. Different, more than, the absence of Light? A distorted mind. Ignorance. Lack of Love.LOVE?
Exhausting and exhilarating at the same time. Yes, to the second thought!
My mama was grateful to have one normal child. My brother <3 xox
When I can quiet the mind of questions, I then jump into crazy creative inspiration.
(..leading sometimes to more questions)
Thoughts and dayDreams for this year..
A Speakeasy juice, coffee, natural foods, bar. A secret little word of mouth kinda thing. Someplace I would LOVE to go to but not sure I want to run and commit myself to staying home for. Trust. I cannot be trusted to stay put and not want to bolt out the door for a walk. At least for now.
Thoughts of selling all my antiques really cheap to get rid of them really fast, and then turn my shop into a little Body Mind and Spirit kinda place. Again, the staying put thing. Started ordering some things, so maybe. Certain hours a few days a week would work.
Design a clothing line. FunEasyHappy clothes! Drawing up some patterns :)
New jewelry inspiration. Spirit based.
Live out in Boulder with Milli for awhile. ..but now Lacy bought a house down the street! :)
...will work on both!
Thoughts of selling EVERYthing and living on the road.
..would probably end up in a some sort of box.
Now the complete opposite. ..Redo my whole house in Bright colors! A mix of modern and old.
Citrus green, yellow, red, orange, purple. Used to Hate purple. Now LOVE. I scare myself, and family, when I start visiting the paint stores. Another style change on deck? Been sittin' there for awhile. Not where my attention is right now though.
Make books. Valentine Tea. Cemetery photos. Farmstand photos.
Make cards. Spirit drawings. Tombstones. Orbs.
Walkpray, yoga. Where all my attention is right now.
Right now. The Present moment. It's all we really have. Right..?
Completely flaked out with my camera this week.
These are sooo not interesting. Really, how many photos of Kreskin do you need to see??
..will take my camera with me today and post more photos later if I come across anything good :)
Used to be my favorite day.
Now, it's Wednesday. Why? I do not know.
The Amazing Kreskin
Playing I'll be home for Christmas and Auld Lang Syne
...didn't hear why but it was nice
Audience participation, between stories of his life, and The Mind.
Liked the box thing where he wrote his thoughts
Made it a little more Mystical
..and the gold OZ curtain thing
His ending schtick
Getting audience members to hide his check ANYwhere in the studio.
In pockets, purses, shirts, under, over, in-between. Anyyywhere.
If he can't find it, he doesn't get paid.
Explaining to the owner of the theater and gathering his Hiding Crew
They hid it on the stage.
Kreskin then comes out and leads one of the Hider's around with a handkerchief
while he uses his mind to connect and find the check
...First down into the audience (I think he knew from the start where it was)
Carey Eidel, Executive Director
Back up to the stage
Here he was grunting and panting
THE Amazing Kreskin